don't cry sister, cry

I hate this essay more than I've ever hated an essay before.
It's going to be so much worse than any essay has been before.
I've put off doing so many things for the benefit of this essay, which has found itself really no closer to completion.
Time is wasted.
Nothing is achieved.

If all the hours not spent on other things had been spent on the essay it would be over.
And good.

I just want rid of it.