you were an island to discover
Somehow I'm more worried and/or stressed about going to London tomorrow than I was this time last year. But this year it's in a quiet, exhausted way, not a run-around way.
And this time round I know things I didn't know last time including
- Who I'll be living with
- Exactly where I'll be living
- What my rooom looks like
- That the kitchen is a sensible size
- How to get to uni
- How to get into the library
- How to understand the library codes
- What courses I'm doing
- Who I'll be doing them with
- Who I like
- Who I don't
- That I will have a job
- Where the nearest supermarket is to my flat
- What I'm doing nearly every day next week
I haven't managed to convey how I'm really feeling.
But maybe I like surprises.
1 comment:
It is an illusion that we have complete control over our lives. We do not. In the future perhaps it would be a good idea to seek work that is capable of surprising you in addition to the many other things that people look for in a job.
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