if it's going to end then let it end in flames

I'm still writing the essay about Eastern Europe. I started off so efficiently, punching out 900 solid words in an hour and bit. It was a respite after the essay that I couldn't understand last Sunday. I understood this. I was amazing.

I'm now stuck at 1221, thats just 321 in a week and bit, and I don't understand it anymore.

But the essay I got a first is the one that I didn't understand last week.

So, maybe this is a good sign.

We'll see, won't we.